I am Ebullient

I know that I will be far away from my niece for the rest of our lives. I am Trying to savor every moment with her on this visit. It still amazes me that my sister is a mother (& that I am a aunt). There are definite positives of getting older. She does cry some but that won't last forever and I want to remember that sound. The way she can shimmy down when you are holding her. The sounds she makes when she sleeps and the funny grunts she makes when she eats. These things will change so quickly and I know I will miss a lot but I will love her more than anything. I will always be there for her. I love technology so I can see her and hear her right now. This time has been awesome and I am going to savor the next 2 days with her.

Today is the day!!! I meet my niece today!! I can't wait!

I am usually a woman of my word except for when it comes to myself. I will do whatever I can for others but when I need to do something for me I seem to just go with, 'whatever'! Today that is coming to an end. It is time I made a commitment to myself - but it still includes the other people in my life. Today I start getting healthy and sticking to a workout program. I want to be there for my family, my friends and for Ryan and what our future holds. If I am over weight or unhealthy I won't be able to be there for anyone. I can tell that in the past few weeks I have slacked on taking care of me. I already feel the effects. My back is sore, I am tired all the time & my acid problems are still bad even with daily medicine. No more of this. Today I start a workout - ChaLEAN Extreme/Turbo Fire Hybrid. I am even kind of excited about it. I am tired of feeling sore and achy. This is 3 months and it just so happens that my birthday is in 3 months. I am making this com...

It's almost been a year since my last post.  That just doesn't seem possible but so much has happened in this past year that it is definitely true. Lets start this off by noting I changed the title of my blog from - Your Third Wheel  - to - I am Ebullient.  Showing quite the change in my life.  I mean I still have bad days but things are much happier on a daily basis. In the past year or so I've been enjoying friends & family, taking proactive steps to get over my bumps in the road, I've become an honorary aunt (again), I've become a REAL AUNT, I've become a girlfriend... and so much more. I'm ready for a new journey - One of health and beauty and love. Stay Tuned!!!!